Goa extension?

I think people here probably think I'm a bit weird... No, I'm not really up for late nights and drinking. Yes, I'm up for early nights, walking for miles, and reading. No, I'm not up for sitting around all day in a faux-indian-hippy-western-bullshit environment smoking weed, playing board games and being waited on. Yes, I'd rather be alone, looking out the window of a sleeper-class train. This trip is certainly going to be one to remember. I've had such a weird experience, probably 90% because I've been coming to super-sociable places in a super-travelling mood, and 10% because I'm simply not feeling overly confident right now (that might be a bit of an understatement actually). My mind is all over the shop, swaying from loving being alone, to feeling incredibly lonely, to loving being surrounded by fellow travellers (whatever that means), to hating being surrounded by pretentious, 'worldly', people who might well be very sound and simply a victim of my overly-cynical mindset at the moment.
Now, I'm in Hampi, really another Goa but more chilled. Reminds me a lot of Vang Vieng, but not quite as bad. Need to get off the track!
I bloody love India still though.